金曜日 ^ Last Day in 2010

Hujan... ....
Hari terakhir bwt tahun 2010 di tempatku malah hujan
Langit gak cerah ampe gak kliatan gunungnya
Seharian cuma ngadep komputer... ..
~ kea orang jenius gitu.....

malas buka facebook, coba" ngotak atik blogger.....
awalnya bingung juga diedit gmn nih page,,, akhirnya bisa juga dikit"....
krna udah mau abis ni taun... make list dlu ,, kejadian" apa yg aneh, gaje, bae ama buruk di taun ini eh, crita" aja dah soal saia (narsist amad)~ yg pasti ini tahun pertama saia masuk kuliah... OMG susah ternyata jdi anak kuliah... cari nilainya lebih susah dibanding anak SMA. Tapi enaknya itu kalo anak kuliahan ya jadwalnya diatur sendiri, mau kelas pagi kek, siang, sore.. gak masalah heheh,, jdi saia bisa bangun kapan saja saya mau sesuai jadwal (soalnya saia paling susah bangun pagi) TwT
klo di ingat" pas UN adalah waktu yang sanggatt meneganggkann DX saya sampe mati"an fokus dengan puasa gak main ayodance :( susah sanggatt.. (sperti orang kecanduan gitu) tapi Thanks God smua bisa lancar .. haha,, pas acara perpisahan senior teman" saya pada nangis .. yg saya ingat tuh Lily, Rachel sama Ichy klu nda salah, yang laen pada berkaca" hehe.. saya mah cuma senyum" XD (maksudnya berkaca" dgn wajah keren) wktu hari pemberitahuan kelulusan semua pada dekdukan,, banyak yg kyknya pesimis, tpi saya sih optimiz aja toh klu gak lulus bkal ikud paket C -plak- XD tpi akhirnya kami semua lulus dengan nilai yg bagoes" hohoho tapi pas hari penamatannya mood saia tuh gak bangett ... dari paginya pengennya pulang aja klu da slesai ceremony'a (palagi pas pagi tu kyk ribet DX saya mpe lupa bawa barang bawaan pas mau marching).... gak ada rasa pengen meriah"in acara ato bersilaturahmi gitu sama tmn"/guru"... pengennya pulang trus tidur (malas bgt dah gw jdi orang). trus pas bkin acara sukuran di rumah malah saia kluar jalan belanja.. hahaha[parah yang dibikinin acaranya malah gak hadir]

setelah UN liburan berjalan biasa" aja.. hanya melakukan penerbangan ke ibu kota trus mampir-mampir ke Bandung ama Bogor. waktu itu rasanya belum benar" siap buat Kuliah DX... teman" saya smua da pada pikiran mo kemana saya yg pada gak mikir panjang kesana. tpi stelah liburan masuk juga saia ke Universitas ngambil fakultas *piiip* lagi.. ahha.. ya dipikir" cocok sama jurusan SMA saia ^^a.

Pas MOS,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, wah,, panjang ni crita... eh, singkat saja, MOSnya lancar.. atribut lancar.. punishment lancar... jadi gak ada masalah sama skali ;p...
Wktu semester I mulai mata kuliah yang paling saia takutkan adalah pelajaran bahasa Inggris DX... itu karena saya masuk kelas yang smuanya kakak" tingkat...[mengerikan], pas datang di kelas pertama ternyata saya yang duluan hadir, ... =w=" saya benar" malu waktu tau cuma saya satu"nya yang masuk kelas itu.... soalnya gak ada teman ngomong yg dikenal, mpe slesai ni satu smester gak byk yg gw kenal dari tmn satu kelas paling cuma tau nama atau tau wajahnya doang (anak gak gaul bgt T.T)

Laluu diselah" kegiatan kuliah, ada juga berbgai acara menarik di kampus, antaranya Campus Day , *piiip* Day, Acara Alumi Universitar, Culture Night, etc(note: *piip* adalah jurusan yang saya ambil ;p dan itu dirahasiakan) .. Acaranya seru" semua kok,, cuma sayanya aja yang sering bad mood DX... beban pikiran (sok tua) wkwkwkwk..........

sampai akhir smester smua cukup lancar dan nilai saia juga bagus :D, senangnya hohoho

tapi tahun depan (besok dah XD) pasti akan ada rintangan" lagi.... apalagi katanya mata kuliah bakal makin sulit DX (ya iia lah, nama'a jg kuliah) ......................

ok skian bwt hari ini
OH ia, Hari ini Ultahnya temen saia,,
Itie,, Met ultah ya ^^ smoga makin diberkati
panjang umur dan sukses slalu ................. jgn lupa makan"nya -plak- XD

Going to 2011

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Sistar - Shady Girl

Hangul
영화를 볼 때 면 난 깜짝 놀래야
해 너와 밥을 먹을 때 난 항상 남겨야 해
슬프지 않아도 눈물을 흘려야 해
이런 내 마음을 너는 알고 있는지

물 한잔 마시고 난 취한 척 해야 해
아무리 힘들어도 항상 웃어야 해
배가 나와 보일까 봐 긴장해야 돼
이런 내 마음을 너는 알고 있는지

난 너만 사랑하는 가식걸이야
난 너만 바라보는 가식걸이야
I need you, boy.
이렇게 너 만을 사랑하는데
난 조마 조마 조마해 니가 떠날까봐
난 불안 불안 불안해
시간이 흐를수록 나의 맘이 나의 맘이
너만을 생각하는 가식걸

난 항상 귀찮아도 매일 화장을 하고
난 다리가 아파도 굽 높은 하이힐 신고
너에게 잘 보이려고 예쁜 옷 입고
이런 내 마음을 니가 알기나 해

잘생긴 남자를 봐도 니가 최고라 하고
전화로 수다 떨다 너 때문에 빨리 끊고
혹시나 집에 올까 봐 청소를 하고
이렇게 힘든 내 맘 니가 알기나 해

난 너만 사랑하는 가식걸이야
난 너만 바라보는 가식걸이야
I need you, boy.
이렇게 너 만을 사랑하는데
난 조마 조마 조마해 니가 떠날까봐
난 불안 불안 불안해
시간이 흐를수록 나의 맘이 나의 맘이
너만을 생각하는 가식걸

겉으론 웃지만 속으로는 울고 있는 나
너의 눈길을 한 없이 끝 없이 기다리는 나
화가 나 가식적인 내 모습을 볼때 마다
왜 난 니 앞에만 서면 작아지는 걸까 왜일까
I don't know why

난 너만 사랑하는 가식걸이야
난 너만 바라보는 가식걸이야
I need you, boy. I care about you so much.
You're so special to me, I love you, boy!
난 조마 조마 조마해 니가 떠날까봐
난 불안 불안 불안해
시간이 흐를수록 나의 맘이
너만을 생각하는 가식걸

Romaji
Yeonghwareul bol ttae myeon nan kkamjjak nollaeya hae
Neowa babeul meogeul ttae nan hangsang namgyeoya hae
Seulpeuji anhado nunmureul heullyeoya hae
Ireon nae maeumeul neoneun algo inneunji

Mul hanjan masigo nan chwihan cheok haeya hae
Amuri himdeureodo hangsang useoya hae
Baega nawa boilkka bwa ginjanghaeya dwae
Ireon nae maeumeul neoneun algo inneunji

Nan neoman saranghaneun gasikgeoriya
Nan neoman baraboneun gasikgeoriya
I Need You, Boy.
Ireoke neo maneul saranghaneunde
Nan joma joma jomahae niga tteonalkkabwa
Nan buran buran buranhae
Shigani heureulsurok naui mami naui mami
Neomaneul saenggakhaneun gasikgeol

Nan hangsang gwichanhado maeil hwajangeul hago
Nan dariga apado gup nopeun haihil shingo
Neoege jal boiryeogo yeppeun ot ipgo
Ireon nae maeumeul niga algina hae

Jalsaenggin namjareul bwado niga choegora hago
Jeonhwaro suda tteolda neo ttaemune ppalli kkeunko
Hokshina jibe olkka bwa cheongsoreul hago
Ireoke himdeun nae mam niga algina hae

Nan neoman saranghaneun gasikgeoriya
Nan neoman baraboneun gasikgeoriya
I Need You, Boy.
Ireoke neo maneul saranghaneunde
Nan joma joma jomahae niga tteonalkkabwa
Nan buran buran buranhae
Shigani heureulsurok naui mami naui mami
Neomaneul saenggakhaneun gasikgeol

Geoteuron utjiman sogeuroneun ulgo inneun na
Neoui nungireul han eobsi kkeut eobsi gidarineun na
Hwaga na gasikjeogin nae moseubeul bolttae mada
Wae nan ni apeman seomyeon jagajineun geolkka waeilkka
I Don't Know Why.

Nan neoman saranghaneun gasikgeoriya
Nan neoman baraboneun gasikgeoriya
I Need You, Boy. I Care About You So Much.
You're So Special to Me, I Love You, Boy!
Nan joma joma jomahae niga tteonalkkabwa
Nan buran buran buranhae
Shigani heureulsurok naui mami naui mami
Neomaneul saenggakhaneun gasikgeol


English
When I'm watching a movie, I have to be scared.
When I'm eating with you, I have to set something aside.
Even if I'm not sad, tears have to flow.
Do you know about those feelings of mine?

When I drink water, I have to pretend that I'm drunk.
No matter how hard it is, I have to always smile.
It seems like it's about to rain so I have to nervous.
Do you know about those feelings of mine?

I'm this shady girl who loves only you.
I'm this shady girl who is looking only at you.
I Need You, Boy.
Like this, I love only you.
I'm tensed, tensed, tensed about you leaving me.
I'm nervous, nervous, nervous.
As time goes by, this shady girl thinks only of you.

Even if it's always bothersome, I put on make-up everyday.
Even if my legs hurt, I wear high heels.
I'm wearing pretty clothes so that I can look good for you.
Those are my feelings that you know about.

Even if I see good-looking men, you have to know that you're the best.
Because of you, I always hang up the phone when I'm chattering.
I'm cleaning. Maybe you'll stop by my house.
You know about my feelings being exhausted like this.


I'm this shady girl who loves only you.
I'm this shady girl who is looking only at you.
I Need You, Boy.
Like this, I love only you.
I'm tensed, tensed, tensed about you leaving me.
I'm nervous, nervous, nervous.
As time goes by, this shady girl thinks only of you.

On the outside, I'm laughing, but on the inside, I'm crying.
Without looking in your eyes, I'm endlessly waiting.
I'm getting angry, whenever I see this two-faced me.
Why do I get so small in front of you, why?
I Don't Know Why.

I'm this shady girl who loves only you.
I'm this shady girl who is looking only at you.
I Need You, Boy. I Care About You So Much.
You're So Special to Me, I Love You, Boy!
I'm tensed, tensed, tensed about you leaving me.
I'm nervous, nervous, nervous.
As time goes by, this shady girl thinks only of you.

taken from:
http://www.jpopasia.com/lyrics/39108/sistar/shady-girl.html

This song is adorable XD .. really cute ~ blah ^^a

Younha - 오늘 헤어졌어 (Broke Up Today)

Hangul
새하얀 머플러에 얼굴을 묻고
붉어진 눈을 깜빡이며 널 기다렸어
무슨 얘길 하고 픈지 그 말
알 것도 같은데 모르겠어
어색한 눈인사에 목이 메이고
한 발 물러 선 우리 둘 공간에 눈물 터지고
화가나서 소리치듯 가란 내 말은
벌써 넌 아주 멀리 달아나 버렸어

오늘 헤어졌어요 우리 헤어졌어요
내 맘 알 것 같다면 옆에서 같이 울어줘요
나는 안되나봐요 역시 아닌가봐요
얼마나 더울어야 제대로 사랑할까요

귓가엔 심장소리 그대 울리고
지운 니 번호 지울수록 더욱 또렷해지고
언제부터 어디부터 멀어진건지
분명히 어제까진 날 사랑했는데

오늘 헤어졌어요 우리 헤어졌어요
내 맘 알 것 같다면 옆에서 같이 울어줘요
나는 안되나봐요 역시 아닌가봐요
얼마나 더 울어야 제대로 사랑할까요

참 좋았어 너무 좋아서 더 아프죠
사랑에 또 속은 내가 미워

그냥 나오지 말 걸 그냥 아프다 할 걸
우리 사랑한 기억 그게 널 붙잡아 줄 텐데
너는 내일을 살고 나는 오늘을 살아
아무도 아무것도 날 웃게할 수는 없어

오늘 헤어졌어요 우리 헤어졌어요
내 맘 알 것 같다면 옆에서 같이 울어줘요
나는 안되나봐요 역시 아닌가봐요 얼마나
더 울어야 제대로 사랑 할까요

Romaji
saehayan meopeulleoe eolgureul mutgo
bulgeojin nuneul kkamppagimyeo neol gidaryeosseo
museun yaegil hago peunji geu mal
al geotdo gateunde moreugesseo
eosaekhan nuninsae mogi meigo
han bal mulleo seon uri dul gonggane nunmul teojigo
hwaganaseo sorichideut garan nae mareun
beolsseo neon aju meolli darana beoryeosseo

oneul heeojyeosseoyo uri heeojyeosseoyo
nae mam al geot gatdamyeon yeopeseo gachi ureojwoyo
naneun andoenabwayo yeoksi aningabwayo
eolmana deoureoya jedaero saranghalkkayo

gwitgaen simjangsori geudae ulligo
jiun ni beonho jiulsurok deouk ttoryeotaejigo
eonjebuteo eodibuteo meoreojingeonji
bunmyeonghi eojekkajin nal saranghaenneunde

oneul heeojyeosseoyo uri heeojyeosseoyo
nae mam al geot gatdamyeon yeopeseo gachi ureojwoyo
naneun andoenabwayo yeoksi aningabwayo
eolmana deo ureoya jedaero saranghalkkayo

cham johasseo neomu johaseo deo apeujyo
sarange tto sogeun naega miwo

geunyang naoji mal geol geunyang apeuda hal geol
uri saranghan gieok geuge neol butjaba jul tende
neoneun naeireul salgo naneun oneureul sara
amudo amugeotdo nal utgehal suneun eobseo

oneul heeojyeosseoyo uri heeojyeosseoyo
nae mam al geot gatdamyeon yeopeseo gachi ureojwoyo
naneun andoenabwayo yeoksi aningabwayo eolmana
deo ureoya jedaero sarang halkkayo

English
After covering my face with a white muffler
I waited for you as I blinked my blood shot eyes
Those words I wanted to say
But not quite sure what they are
An awkward nod with a tightening throat

As we take a step back, the empty space between us is filled with tears.
I angrily exclaimed, “Go.”
And it seems like that I’ve already fled far far away...

Broke up today, we’ve broken up today
If you think you can understand my heart, then please cry with me
I suppose I can’t be the one, I suppose it’s a no
How much longer do I have to cry until you’ll love me properly ?

Your heartbeats echo in my eardrum
The lips locked away, gets clearer
Since when and where did we drift apart
When you’ve loved me till yesterday

Broke up today, we’ve broken up today
If you think you can understand my heart, then please cry with me
I suppose I can’t be the one, I suppose it’s a no
How much longer do I have to cry until you’ll love me properly ?

I was so happy, I was so happy it pained more
I hate myself for getting tricked by love

I should have stayed and told you I was hurt
Our memories of love that should be holding you back
You live tomorrow and I today
No one, nothing can make me smile

Broke up today, we’ve broken up today
If you think you can understand my heart, then please cry with me
I suppose I can’t be the one, I suppose it’s a no
How much longer do I have to cry until you’ll love me properly ?

taken from : ミ(ノ_ _)ノ
http://www.jpopasia.com/lyrics/35327/younha/broke-up-today.html
visit that website if u want more :]

i really love this song.... younha looks really cute with her style (○'ω'○)b ,, like a barbie doll. . . and the story line is awsum (>3<)b .. kind of sad love story,,, the boy really sad for her left and remember all the beautiful past that actually hurt him much. But uw,, her spirit still watching him and helping him and her sister to be together till the last scene, then Younha's gone (~O~") THIS MUSIC ROCKZ -plak- XD .. I LOVE THE PIANO